Serious time...
Haiz...this holiday...its ending in a few days. So much work to do. Really...there is no time t enjoy... Since next year is the last lap for the rat race...i think it is time to put a stop to my habit going online and blogging. Probably after the o-levels then I revive my blog. Really...next year i need to put in 100% concentration or else i die.Next year would be a tiring and stressful year for everyone. For me, I think there is no point going online and blogging...much of a waste of time. I made my mistakes once and i don't want history to repeat itself...i seen my other friends studying like hell during the holidays...
This time i really hope to complete my race...and enter my dream school...So my friends...lets work hard together and soar in the skies...show the world what can we do...
Not blogging and online from( 1jan to after o-levels)
Labels: serious
Very...Merry...too merry to be true.
Merry Christmas to all!!!!!And a very upcoming prosperous new year....BYE...Got to go play. bye once more.Labels: christmas
Game time is almost over...
Today was a very exciting day as once more,we gathered together to play badminton. Super game today...joaquim and I tagged once more and challenged many people...every match outcome was a victory regardless of challenging scholl team or not. Too bad school is going to start,must wait until after the O-levels then can once more play without any worries. At least this school holiday I had revised my work as well as played like a mad freak. I played and studied hard. I would definitely miss the holidays. Just cannot wait or christmas eve...all my cousins would gather together to celebrate the joy of christmas together then we all stay overnight...just cannot wait...it is just next tuesday...got turkey,ham,pizza and log cake to feast on...nice man...just cannot wait.
Labels: celebration
POWER OF THE BALL...
Wha...today sioxx sia...went bowling early in the morning. Waited for almost 2 hours in order to have a free lane. Bowled for 3 times and injured my rist muscle. Quite fun. Managed to strike. Then,tuition teacher said today he had something on...have to have 4 hours of tuition on thursday.After...that, we went to play street soccer with some malay kids...they have very good tactics...cute. After that came home and felt so tired...slept for 30 minutes. Now online. I cannot believe next week is christmas. School reopen is near. Next year is another exhausting year. Tomorrow still have prefect meeting via exchange presents. Actually tomorrow supposed to go wild wild wet. But have to give it up due to prefect meeting. Yes!!! I am turning 16 soon. One more month and 3 days.
I don't think I would be doing chinese homework or study tonight...too tired. But by tomorrow at least I would try to complete half of the chinese homework.
I think that's all...later got to catch the 10pm channel u show. Witch yougee. Aliyeos.
Labels: vacation.
So...lookin forward....
Today,woke up at around 8.30 and realised that I was late for gym...I had called my friends to go...thank god my father fetched me there and I arrived there on time. I happened to be the earliest and waited for therest to come. Second was andrey followed by wilson...chin seng over slept...I guess it was due to yesterday's EPL kick-off...Yesterday,I slept around two after watching the soccer match and talking on the phone. Today at gym did quite a number of things and then felt tired...i guess I slept too late yesterday night. Well,after that,Joaquim and Kun Da joined us..then we went to play badminton...today match super fun...Friday going to Joaquim house to swim...
I just cannot wait for tommorrow...play bowling and then go for A-maths tuition...first lesson.Nice.
To cousins: So sorry dudes...wednesday cannot go wild wild wet with you guys...got some issues to settle and got tuition and have prefect meeting...its not that I don't wish to go its I dont have a choice...If i have the time I would definitely go.BTW see you guys on christmas...remember to bring more games.
Yesterday night,my spy saw something on the MSN and told me about it...i felt rather upset and felt hurt...then after the soccer match,before I sleep,i prayed to father and told him about the pain that I am going through...I told him to help me to ease the pain...the next morning,which is today morning,I totally did not felt a thing...I felt like a free person like in sec1. I now seriously do not even give a dam...i just feel good...many other nice friends out there...''a friend in need is a friend indeed...i just came to realised that ace and I had both faced the same situation...we had lost friends...but i don't mind anymore...i had trained my mind to resist against all odds...no matter what...there are better people out there...
Labels: bua song...
Happen to come out of a box...
Christmas is around the corner. That would mean the upcoming end of the so called 'long term' holiday. Well, this holiday, I managed to complete all homework except chinese homework. And not to mentioned picked up most of the secondary 4 a.maths syllabus. Soon got to start on history. Well...things are not as good as last time...cos something bad has happened...cannot explain and don want to talk about it. Next week got to exchange christmas presents and go play bowling. After that still have to rush for tuition. Just cannot wait for the tuition to start. Also cannot wait to get back to school and start to mug again for the most important exam in most secondary schools. Most probably would stop blogging on the 3 jan. See how first then continue. Many things happen during this holiday...happy,fun and sad things. Today...never go church but I will be back next week. Church is very fun...many nice people there. Settle!!! Just simply cannot stay at home to just study...maybe going out with church friends.
Run...Cedric run!!!
Whao...in a flash it is almost the end of the holidays. Soon,after the holidays,everyday will be filled with homework as long as school starts. Today, went to cck stadium to play badminton again...wha...dam tiring...played for many hours and even challenged an AUNTIE. Today played like hell...wha now muscle cramp. BTW,next week I would be going for A-maths tuition every tuesday and thursday for 2 hours.From 3 to 5. Finally found a tutor. Thanks to dylan. Both of us will be having tuition together. I just cannot wait to complete all the sec4 topics that my cousin had taught me half way. Christmas is now approaching...time to do some decoration at home...spring cleaning too. Must try to finish all the sec4 maths topics...chemistry and physics I still can hander myself...english...still ok lar. Chinese can go hell. I only practice a bit. But for the days to come, I must continue to struggle on to study...must be ready when sec4 comes. I would be waiting....
Labels: study
The start of the new year is approaching...
Boy...its gonna be the end of the holidays...sad. I seldom play...all this studying is really killing me...everyday same routine...no fun. But I must do it. The O-levels is next year and everyone is mugging so hard...its rather hard to keep up with the pace. Its like you have to run four rounds around the earth and next year would be the last lap for most of us. Its like we all have to keep our stamina up and pace ourselves in order to stay on the track. I am really confused. Too many conflicts and commitments this holiday. I keep on thinking of many things in my head. I really don't know how to overcome them. I realised my mistake during PSLE and I would not want to let history repeat itself...I did not study last time thats why I got such ugly results during PSLE. But now,I want to forge a new beggining...a beginning thats worth being a memory in my mind.
Today...woke up at around 11 plus in the late morning...rather a cold atmosphere...the birds don't seem to chirp as loud as they used to do. I could see the instant formation of the water droplets that was formed on my window...it was a new day for everyone.The sun continued to rise as afternoon approached. I strolled along my corridor,thinking of something...someone. I knew that what I seek was impossible. I knew I had to let it go. I started to blast wild thoughts into my empty mind...I pictured myself in the hall having my o-levels...the sound of the minute hand from the clock ticked as time flies...then droplets of pespiration triggled down my forehead. I was feeling quite uneasy and I feared on the actual day of the exams,I would feel nervous and block the path for me to think. Then early in the afternoon,I spent my time doing A-maths. I started to brush up my skills by first attempting the more challenging segment. After I finished,I took up some english newspaper and browsed through various sections of the newspaper. Then, did some physics practices,hoping to strengthen the physics foundation of mine...then went to play my xbox....have not touch it for many weeks...and now blogging. I did not really think what I would want to do later in the late night...really clueless...very lost. Last time in the late night I still have someone to talk to,someone cheerful,funny and would share experience but now...no more...i don really know what happen...its been very long ever since that person call...I did try to call that person but no one pick up. I did not want to continue calling or it would become more of a pester...i don wish to ruin the friendship further...thats why I must try to control......
Labels: vacation.
The wake up call...
Today as usual,woke up late in the morning around 10 plus...I spent the entire morning talking on the phone!!! Then, I went to the hall, and recalled some of my old memories...memories that are worth remembering. I remembered the time in secondary two...how I unexpectely clinched the top and all my victorious moments...how I met someone...someone who has shown compassion...sports not to mention. Then I started wondering to myself...I used to work very hard but now all I do all day doing the holiday is study less then six hours...what if I fall behind the others...then,I consulted my cousins...they told me not to think so much...just stay focus...and I remembered one phrase my cousin told me and I would never forget it...''its not the number of hours you put in...it is what you put in those hours''. So I had decided to draw up a new timetable hopefully it would be the last of this year...cos next year I promised myself to fight the last battle...a memorable battle...a battle worth fighting for. I would give all my heart and soul to finish this crucial battle...
Everyday after going to the gym,I will study for at least 6 hours...every subject must have a strong base and stability.
Labels: rise
No mood...
Sorry...i will not be posting on my blog for the next few days due to some problems I had...its confidential and I don't want to talk about it.
Labels: feeling down
Miss you...
I have to say, without this person,I will not have today...my life in express. I knew this person ever since primary 3. In art club... Then,in secondary school,Our paths crossed again. In the prefectorial board, during secondary one, i always neglect my mentor and go do duty with andrey...i missed those days. When I have problems,he will always come to my rescue. He motivated me to come express and have the right studying attitude. He showed me how he got into express. He showed me the way...he's my mentor,my senior,my hero,my role model. He never failed to help me. Once i have any problems with my homework,he would always help me. He had always been there for me. Like a real-life brother. We went to study...play and shop together. We shared our pains and laughter together. He thought me everything he know for maths...he was one of those friend who will always stand by your side and support you. I learnt many things from him...
He will be soon going to a JC le. I wish him all the best and have a smooth road in whatever he does all the way till the day we meet in the gates of heaven.
Prayer: FATHER, MY FRIEND IS NOW VERY ANXIOUS WITH HIS RESULTS...I CERTAINLY HOPE THAT YOU CAN FULFIL HIS WISH IN GETTING THE COURSE HE WANTS...I PRAY THAT YOU WILL CREATE A SMOOTH PATH FOR HIM TO WALK IN FUTURE IN ANYTHING HE DOES...THAT HE WILL BE SUCESSFUL IN ANYTHING HE DOES...SEND THE HOLY SPIRIT TO PROTECT AND GUIDE HIM IF HE HAVE ANY DIFFICULTIES...AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE HAPPY UNTIL WE MEET IN THE GATES OF HEAVEN....AMEN.
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The end...of a wonderful beginning...
I am back...back from the prefect camp!!! Boy,it was super fun!!!Missed it so much. The first day of the prefect camp,i meet up with andrey,dylan and keith. The three of us went to find the last few items that we needed for the chalet. After buying,we went to white sands to have lunch...before that we were in the library,borrowed a rather interesting book,it was related to chemistry. Went to have lunch,after eating,we played with the remaining food. We add all of our left over into dylan's soup,then we stirred it,it looked more like curry after mixing. Then,we went to find our way to coasta sands pasir ris. Reach there then,went to explore the place. Went to the beach...the scenery was nice and calm. Andrey,dylan and I went to pick sea shells. After that,we went to sit on the top of the huge rocks and emo. We tried our best to empty our minds of any painful memories. Then we went for the BBQ. i played chinese chess with keith non-stop. Won only one match and loss plenty. That night,I saw how the seniors got themselves drenched and covered in cream.Thank god I was not wet. Also on that faithful night,dylan lost his wallet. We went to search high and low for his wallet. Only managed to claim it on the second day when the staff contact him. After the seniors where being drenched,we went to clean up the place. Then at 10pm we watched heroes. After that,dylan and I went to take a long bath at the swimming pool area. Bath le then went to the swimming pool area and lied down at the bench to rest,however,we got sort of tired so we closed our eyes. But I just cannot sleep. There was so many mosqitoes. We then went back to the chalet. Dylan went in to sleep. Andrey,richard and i went to play poker cards. Then...after that, we went to mac to buy coffee. Then, I came back around 4 plus then went to sleep on the floor until 5 plus. Suddenly got lizard then dylan shouted the f word due to our noisy atmosphere. Second day,dylan,keith and i went to have breakfast. After that,we meet up with andrey and headed to aranda chalet and walk walk. Then came back at around 12 plus in the afternoon. Andrey went escape theme park with the others while richard,dylan,keith,ashaf and i watched cartoon until we fell asleep. The woke up at 1plus in the afternoon,then dylan and i went to the beach to emo again. We wrote many of our secrets on the shores of the beach to let the waves wash them away. Only dylan and i knows. Then again went to emo on a rock. Called XY and told her about the emo situation. Then we went to play soccer.Then,dyaln and i went to make a prank on praba,we took his necklace and froze it in the fridge. In the night played the maze...thank god i did not lost myself. Then played some horny game...thank god i was not chosen. Haha, andrey was forced to seduce dylan. What a joke. Then after that walk back to the chalet. The others cycled back. Back at the chalet, I was so tired,no strength. Bath le then slept at around 1 plus all the way till morning. The last day was so sad,it was the end of the chalet. I felt so sad. Then we all went to check out and waited for the bus. Then everyone board the bus except the few of us. We had to walk all the way to the bus stop to board the public bus to bring us to white sands. We walked in the rain and we all felt dam cold. We went to KFC for lunch. After that,dylan and I went bowling...quite fun. Next time I go,I will bring more people. Then went home. Slept at 11plus. Today woke up early in the morning and went to cck stadium at 12plus to play badminton until 5 plus.Nice match today...played with many people.
bye...got to go finish my remaining homework...cya
Labels: fun
Hunt...
Today...well,quite a boring day. Late in the afternoon went to shop for the prefect chalet items. At least we bought majority of the items. After that,we meet up with acenitez and went to the library to read books. Actually today,I intended to borrow a science book which talk about the human evolution and many other interesting things. In the end,I could not...due to my outstanding library fines. How terrible...Then we played chinese chess but in the end got chased out of the library...stupid librarian...ask her to go home. Went home got nothing to do so I tried to finish the remaining homework I have. Going to finish soon le. cool. In the night,went to orchard road to shop...but did not manage to get down the car as there was a traffic jam. DAM IT!!!!...without gay.briel. so sian. He went church camp...in geylang. I still cannot wait for next week badminton match...just cannot wait.
Haiz...bye. Need to continue studying online physics and chemistry...later in the night then do maths.Planning to sleep around 2a.m.
see ya.
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